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Cheyenne
Cheyenne
I was trapped. Locked inside this mask that was given to me against my will. I can see nothing but the darkness they allow me to see around me. An abyss of black that surrounds every which way, no matter where i turned. The sounds of clicks and beeps were just audible enough for me to make them out. They sounded familiar. they echoed inside my prison, bouncing all around me that i couldn't get a fix on its source.
The sounds.
they were familiar.
I've heard them before....
....but where?
Where am I?!
I can't stand this darkness, I can't survive it! why am i here? SOMEONE ANSWER ME! ANYONE.
PLEASE!
please...
...I can feel something inside me. Something that is tugging at my very soul. what is this? it's important....and yet....I don't remember....
the sounds....I know them. I've heard them before, but from where?
Concentrate. Think, you can figure this out. you can find a way out of this, try to remember how you got here. where were you before....
....for that matter....who am I
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COS: Horror Story Idea
Wanted to write this down before i forgot it.
The idea for this story came from a dream i had that was pretty realistic for a dream.
Most things i dream are pretty crazy but this one scared the shit out of me.
I still don't have much down as a story but only as an idea.And only what i could remember from the dream.
The story takes place inside an anime convention in Japan. the protagonist was in his 20's, an otaku at heart, and his younger brother, a boy around the age of 10 to 11. both are together with the older brothers friends, enjoying their day at the convention, taking pictures of cos-players and buying doujin and art from the local artists.
Through all this merriment and joy, enters the girl whom I've just been calling "Pink".
She is dressed in a pink and white Lolita/maid style dress (I'll probably draw something to give a better representation of her look) and carries a small hand basket in her right arm.
always in her right arm...
Her hair is also Pink. not too long and not
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How to stay Motivated
How to stay Motivated. 
I’m writing this article for the type of people who say that just can’t find motivation to:
Make a portfolio
Finish a painting
Work on their personal project
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I got three tips I’m about to write, and it’s just advice and things that I found useful for myself. If you are capable to do any of these things you should definitely try them.
Tip 1
Fear. Get rid of it. If you are fearful of the outcome it will unmotivate you immediately. Just finish whatever it is and think about how you can improve after. If you can’t see what you need to improve ask someone else to tell you. There is always room to improve, and if you go into a critique with an open mind you will grow exponentially.
Think of it like this. If you were running one lap, and half way through you stopped because you were afraid you were going to throw up or pass out, you will never really know how fast you can run that lap. You didn’t push yours
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KOZ: cover art
I'm still writing out the story for the book, but had a little time to work on the cover art for it.

I do have some description for the story, but I feel like I should hold back on it, considering recent events. I'm on the fence about whether or not to change what the story is about since it focuses on shootings in an anime convention, but at the same time, I don't want to feel like its something I shouldn't write about.

I wanted the killer to be more human, but considering what I wrote in her description, I changed her to be more like a slasher, like Jason or Michael Myers. It matched her better, anyways.

I'll come back with a summary description at a later point. So far, since July, I've written 40 chapters, and I'm almost done. I still have to go back and look it over to make needed changes.
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koz: The girl in pink quick sketch
I wrote a description a while back about a girl from a nightmare I had. She was emotionless and brutal. I put together a quick sketch of her from memory, but I'll have something with better detail at a later point.

At the moment I'm putting together all the details that I was able to write down about it to try and do something with it, probably a book. I'll see how it comes out when I have everything together.
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Cosmic
I've been wanting to do more stuff like this. i've always loved vibrant colors.
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Cheyenne

I was trapped. Locked inside this mask that was given to me against my will. I can see nothing but the darkness they allow me to see around me. An abyss of black that surrounds every which way, no matter where i turned. The sounds of clicks and beeps were just audible enough for me to make them out. They sounded familiar. they echoed inside my prison, bouncing all around me that i couldn't get a fix on its source.

The sounds.

they were familiar.

I've heard them before....

....but where?

Where am I?!

I can't stand this darkness, I can't survive it! why am i here? SOMEONE ANSWER ME! ANYONE.

PLEASE!

please...

...I can feel something inside me. Something that is tugging at my very soul. what is this? it's important....and yet....I don't remember....
the sounds....I know them. I've heard them before, but from where?
Concentrate. Think, you can figure this out. you can find a way out of this, try to remember how you got here. where were you before....
....for that matter....who am I?
concentrate, you have to remember.
okay, i remember....
someone is in front of me.
a hazy image.
It's of a women, slender with a small frame, dark hair....she's wearing a white dress....but...who is she?

Her ghostly image moves slowly towards me, closer and closer.
I can see her face, it's visible enough i can make out details.

My heart squeezes tight. as if someone opened me up and gripped it in their hands.

It hurts. It hurts to see your face. I don't want to see your face, please, don't let me see it.
She gets even closer. I can see the color of her eyes...the smile on her face as well.
She's smiling at me....it's....calming....
Who are you?

The sounds.

it's...a heart monitor!? I know this sound! It's a heart monitor! I remember, I remember now!
The womens gentle smile and expression soothes me. keeps me docile....

The heart monitor.

The calm, soothing feeling that warmed my body is quickly replaced by a new feeling, hatred. The sound of the heart monitor opens something inside me. Hatred floods out from an endless void within me, drowning me within it's embrace.

The womans smile turns slightly sour...almost like she's in pain.

Who hurt you? Tell me.

Her face turns. she's hurting.

Please don't make that face. please? everything's going to be ok.

"Everything's going to be ok...."

I've said this before. where?when? a painful memory hurts my head.

She is crying now....she's in so much pain.

Who hurt you?! tell me!

She is breathing heavily...

Please! Tell me! I'll help you!

blood streams from her chest...

WHO HURT YOU!?! TELL ME!!! I'LL KILL THEM!!!

I remember....

I'LL KILL THEM!!! I'LL KILL THEM ALL!!!

she stopped breathing....

EVERYONE WILL DIE!!! I'LL KILL THEM ALL!!!

She is still now....

I WILL KILL EVERYONE!!! THEY DESERVE TO DIE!!!

I remember....I remember....I remember....I remember....

NO ONE WILL SURVIVE!!! I'LL PEEL THEIR FLESH FROM THEIR BODIES!!!

the heart monitor beeps louder....

I WILL EAT THEM!!! I WILL EAT THEIR HEARTS!!!

It's even louder now....

THEY CAN'T RUN FROM ME!!! THEY CAN'T HIDE FROM ME!!!

You need to calm down....

I AM THEIR APOCALYPSE!!!

goodbye....


The heart monitor beeps eradically from the other side of the two way mirror of the compound the test subject is being held. Men from behind the glass moving frantically to control the situation in front of them, trying to move quickly to activate every manner of sedation at their disposal. They know he can't wake up, he can never wake up. because if he does....he can never be put back to sleep.

"GIVE HIM 60 MG OF FLUNITRAZEPAM, NOW!"
"But that will kill?"
"I DON'T CARE! DO IT!"

too late....

The sounds of metal cracking and bending can be heard loud enough through the 2 way mirror that it stops everyone in their tracks. They stand frozen in time, knowing they failed. All hope was lost.

he's coming again....

Soldiers enter the containment room, dozen by dozen, taking positions around the triangle prison surrounding the man inside. Their weapons, strong enough to rip a bear into pieces, aimed carefully at the test subjects cell.

It's not enough....

The pyramid cracks and shatters like glass, falling to the floor and flying around the room like shrapnel.

He's coming....

The center of the pyramid explodes off itself violently, powerful enough that it flies forward into several soldiers and into the wall behind them, crushing and killing them.

He's here....

He is free from his cage at last. The soldiers open fire on the man as soon as he is visible to them. The man has a device on his head, a helmet of some kind with tubes of rubber and metal dragging behind him. the bullets bounce off the helmet and bounce everywhere around the room hitting concrete and steel walls.

no hope anymore....

The man walks forward, unfazed by the rounds being fired into his body. He feels nothing because they do nothing.

The man raises an open hand forward, palm aimed towards the ceiling and with a quick jerk of his muscles closes it into a fist. The soldiers inside the room quickly explode into a pile of blood and gore, body parts flying everywhere.

The men behind the glass look in horror at what they were witnessing.

He can see you....

The man turns his head towards the two way mirror and raises his hand.

"Fuck me..."

He makes a fist. they are dead.

Sirens ringing loudly throughout the compound, men can be heard in the distance scramble to either runaway or confront him with more guns.

It won't help....

The man faces the large steel doors in front of him, doors that were designed to keep him inside that room, and raises his hands to the heavens and throws them down at the floor and with it so did the doors. bending and pulled from its hinges like styrofoam.

there's no escape now....

The man in the mask who was once a prisoner of the darkness given to him by man, takes a step outside the door....
Cheyenne
A short story I wanted to write out. i have alot of horror stuff i want to do like the Koz story with the cosplay killer. Once i get done with commissions i want to sit down and write it out.
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Happy Birthday! :) :cake: :party:
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Happy Birthday! :) :cake: :party:
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Yjayr Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you :)
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Dezmasman Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday mate.
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Yjayr Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks dezmasman :D
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happy birthday!!
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Yjayr Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
I meant :) happy face. Thanks again!
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np:D
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Thank you very much :(
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